~Winter~ WoNDeRLaNd HiDeAwAy

testing

2004-11-30T04:51:00.000-08:00

testing testing one two three

Notice.

2004-11-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

This is SwordSlayerX thee second admin. Winter is not posting that often now. I will contact him to update on the blog. Thank you.

FuN DaY

2004-11-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

Today was really fun as i went out the whole day. In the morning i ran to the MRT and took a train to pasir ris. Was kinda lost at the park but we found our way in the end. I rented a double bike as it was cheaper. I learned hwo to control it^^. den we cycled for 1 hour and we went to the maze. There was kinda weird cause like we were just going in circles. We went to the playground and i managed to reach the top for the first time with rays help. We went to marcus house and played loads of halo 2 with me keep on TKing him lol. At night i went to my cousins house to eat dinner and we sang karaoke. FInally i managed to watch spiderman2 . Well sure was fun

ExTeNdEd ScHoOl

2004-11-07T04:03:00.000-08:00

Well while most secondary schools are having their holidays, we stil have an extra 2 weeks of school. I dont say its a bad thing rather a good thing lol. After 15 days of no online gaming, at school i was 90%++ awake understood everything and could do my work and reply to questions ( was it due to the gaming?). Only 2 times i feel asleep. Once in A maths 30mins first half but i understood the whole lesson in the end. Second time was in Physics was sitting next to no one and was feeling really tired. Well had a mini chinese test this week and iam sure that all my tian xie han zhi all correct^^ but my compre was super hard XP. Well having quite an enjoyable time at school besides normal school days maybe cause can wake up later and end school eariler lol. Well iam still not going for my badminton training due to my toe and my lack of rackets ( MY POOR RACKETS LOST IN BUS 12 !!!!). Well iam still not spending my time properly lol still cant get over games?Ah well one topic to talk about is family. In todays' society, both parents are usually working and either hire a maid or just leave the child by him or herself. This occurs due to the mother feeling the need to also work ( maybe due to the fact to show that she is independant and doesnt want to always rely on her husband? that females are not the weaker sex?). The parents try to placate the child by giving more material love which is the wrong thing to do. The child would grow up not to understand their parents and their parents themselves would not fully understand their child. Understanding and trust are very important factors in ones life. At the teenager period is one of the hardest period for both the child and parents. Misunderstandins and fights would usually occur if the parent and child did not have enough communication in the childs younger stage of life. The child might grow rebellious and rebel to their parents often. I also wonder on how much freedom should a parent give too their child? From simple freedom from what time they can sleep to the more advanced freedom such as taking a part time job and having BGR?. To me i feel that the mother should play a more important role with the children and interact with them. Even though she has a job more time should be spent with her children. Having a maid might let the children to feel more for the maid than for their parents.
P.S All these are just my views which could change from time to time and may not be true^^ until next time

MoRe DePrEsSion

2004-10-26T02:01:00.000-07:00

After the exams i got more reasons to feel bad.My results are horrible i might as well die failed 6 out of 7 subjects which never happened in my life.... ah well i kinda knew that happened due to my horrible attitude.I wonder why people change that easy last time studying hard seemed like the correct thing to do but now it gets harder and harder maybe its cause i play too much ( which most likely yeah its true) and that i should start afresh and all ( maybe quit gaming all together) but it seems its like a bondadge a drug like i cant put down.( damm me ) I should find more healthier past times and Iam a bad influence to others.( maybe i got influenced by another one no wonder iam in this state.Bad company?) Treating yourself bad if really a bad thing but making others bad is worse. If i ever pass this year ( meaning can go sec 4 express ), i had better wake up.( slap myself everyday?) I really dont know XP maybe i shoudl smash my computer ( which most likely i wont XP). Anyone got any advice tell me XD.

FeElInGs CoNFuSEd

2004-09-21T04:03:00.000-07:00

Why i ask does one person not see how much efoort we put in. We do this for one's own good. Dont ask me why i feel this way but i do. Why am i too weak? Why cant i do anything? Why am i so useless. If i could i would do what i could to change this but i cant..... my results have dropped to a pace i feel shocked at YET i cant do anything to change it . I have a serious lack of determination that causes me to fail in lots of thing. I dont understand myself forgot my true nature and how i really want things to be. Yes folks this is the teenage period where people go crazy and i of course is a victim. No thoughts of suicide or total uselessness cross my mind but i feel that i have not done what i should have in my life and why? i dont know ......

FiNaL YeAr ExAmS

2004-09-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

Yep Final year exams are coming at least ive partially woken up time to work hard yeah^^. Well hope this time i can get the results i want, may god ligth my path.

ToUcHeD By GoD

2004-09-05T04:02:00.000-07:00

I had a dream before yesterday which was the day before i went to the church i had a weird dream. I saw god ( as a old man cause i always thought god as an old man) said something as Deliver us from the evil one something like that and i was crying den the dream became weird cause had lots of crap stuff like dreams usully have. At the church the next day i was touched by god so i was always looking for evidence that he really is there i guess the dream is kinda of an evidence hope one day i get more that would increase my faith...

HoLiDaYs

2004-09-02T04:10:00.000-07:00

Well holidays are coming i guess i could try and upgrade my blog cause it looks so freaking horrible haha. Hope during holiday wont loaf and loaf and loaf must study hor cause end year exams coming just hope i got some determination. Well for this time the test i guess science wont do well the rest i guess oh k ba combined humans also maybe got problem well hope not XP.

ExAms

2004-09-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

Exams are soon over and i guess iam still so weak in science haha but no matter, i have some goal in life now not so bad i guess XP

FiNdInG My LiFe

2004-08-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today i guess starts the time i try to find my place in life. Having my first detention in my entire life is amazing sobs though i never do anything wrong. I guess being depressed and all in life aint good at all( of course it aint haha) but its hard at times to find your ground. I guess nearly everyone goes through this state where they find life is depressing in life. However it would be best to snap out of it and realize the beauty of life. God created us with a purpose though at times u dont know what your purpose is you would find it in the end. Now i try and work hard to the small goals i have set to start myself. I guess everything starts small. May you find yours.

LoSt AnD CoNfUsEd

2004-08-23T04:44:00.000-07:00

hiaz now my school test results keep on failing except for my langagues who results are fine and stable.I dunno now what the heck i want to achieve in life. Last time when young it was easy to know and i felt life was meaningful but now i have no idea( i not thinknig suicide or aything) i really feel life is like dead for me. In the past i could do my work well and concentrate now i just like living through the days like a dead person-.-. hiaz wonder when can snap outo of already 3 and a half year.

Singapore Table Tennis

2004-08-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

sobs she was so close why did she lose she had 2 sets ahead and 1 more set she could have win hiaz guess she was too nervous now need wait 4 more years XP

First Blod0.o

2004-08-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

testing testing one two three heh

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